BirthdaY iS tOday

finally, i know now.
you don't miss me a little.
actually, i shouldn't request anything from you i know.
but i always up-set with you.
i'm fine. i just don't know what's my feeling to you.
absolutely, i don't love you.
but i don't know why i always miss you.
special today,
today is my birth day.
you're promised me that you will not forget.
but i don't hear anything from you.
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i don't know when you said that you're very busy.
is that true?
i don't know also.
but i belive you. i belive you everything you said.
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for now,

you will be one person i know i will miss.

it'll be too late over, and so i leave you with this............

i will hold you for a lifetime,

if you just hold my hand.

we could have a wonderful time,

in the days we have not yet planned.

wang zhihua

this's about you again.....

i don't know what to do?
how can i forget at all?
becoz' i don't wanna be like this.
sometime you act likes you're care.
have you ever do like you said huh?



i hate you,
i hate the way you send msg to me.
i hate the way when you smile.
everytime when i see your picture for a while.
sometime it's almost make me cry.
i hate you, i don't know why?
you're not my bf.
you're not the one i love.
you're not mr. right!!
you're just the one i miss.



i have 1 book. it's a diary.
i write it every day that i miss you.
everything in the diary it's all about you.
i like you to know how do i feel for you...
how much i miss you?
event if it's long time ago that we're met each other.
but for me it seem so soon.
i think someday i will give you this diary.
send it to singapore. your hometown lol...



my life is fulfill by you.
it's only 4 days.
and then you're gone.
you know what? you're still around here.
you're in my mind.
you're in my heart.
i know sometime you're feel the same.
but not always like me.
remember !!!! i will never forget you.



plz.. do it likes you said to me.
i remember every words that you're say to me.
you don't wanna lose someone special as me.
so don't leave me. just send me a msg sometime.
K E E P I N T O U C H !!!!

sOmethiNg speCiaL

the slide's showing on top.
it's the 12th thailand opened fencing competition.
it was happen on 9-12 july 2006.
that's 3 months ago.
and for me it's not over.
i still missing about that competition everyday.
i don't know why?
event if i try to forget everything about ...........
may be it's the way that the god tell me.
it likes a battery for my life when i thinking about ..............



this's poem it's same as my feeling for........ now.

10 things I hate about you poem

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way youre always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when youre not around,

and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.



finally, i can't forget you at all.
i always miss you.
event if less talk it's better than no talk right??

rElaX dOn't bE sEriOus

hah!! yesterday, when i already finished post my blogs.
i took bus number 114 from university.
it's very very very traffic jam.
it's took time 2 hours to my home.
normally, the most is 1 hour.
you know what? i almost die becoz' i don't have dinner yet !
i arrived home 10.00 pm.


today !!!
i think i will back home earler than everyday.
i have to go to my mom's office.
coz' i don't have a shoes for come to university.
all of my shoes are wet because of the raining yesterday.


let's talk about math class.....
in morning i study math with mr. menard.
he's try to hard to explain for me.
but i still cannot understand what he talk about?
it's not his fault but it's my fault.
coz' i know i'm really poor with math.
but it's ok for me. event if i didn't understand math as well.
i don't need to know math very well.
i think in the future i don't have to use math for my jobs. lol
BUT i need to understand math for this examination T^T

talk talk day !!!

yesterday, i went to mbk with lalaine.
she wanna buy some book for her student that she will be teach in today.
and i went there for accompany her.
when we was there it's still raining.


and we're get inside the mbk.
we're walk around. and we're talk and talk together.
i don't know. we're get the topic for conversation from where.... lol
we're talk until we're hugry.
sO we're ate at santa's restaurant.
when we're already full by fill some food in our stomach. haha....
you know what? we're talk again.


after, eating we're agree that we will walk again.
when we're already tried.
i just say lalaine, i wanna go home.
then she's bring me back home.
sometime i can't imagine that if she's leave thailand.
who can i going out with?
who can i talk in english?
who can bring me gonna go church?


when i will be back home.
someone keep smile at me.
O_o he made me scared.
becoz' he's very big man and very black skin, stink.
can you feel it? if someone smile at you and you don't know him at all.
and they are look-likes something/someone you're afraid of.
hahaha..... who read my blog untill this part.
you will think i'm a strange huh?


it's still raining outside.
we're wait for a bus in front of the mbk.
when the bus came. the driver should stop at the bus stop.
but he doesn't stop.
sO we have to run run and rain rain.
then we're bathe together.
and the driver he's bother us again by open air conditioner highest i think.
i'm very very cold and i don't know how to tell the driver.
we're sat at the back ~_~


wait wait and wait !
after, i took a shower.
i wait for a sms from the one who i really miss.
but i'm disppointed coz' he doesn't msg me.
IT IS 2 DAYS AGO !!!!
miss miss miss you.......