i almost .......

i don't know why?
i always miss miss and miss you.
in my diary it have many stories about you.
and i think of you every everytime when i saw something about sg.
i try to stop it someday.
and i belive that i will forget you some day.

i'm tried for erase everything about you, i can't.
i try to won't look at your picture, i can't.
i'm stop to talk about you with my friends, i can't.
i wish i will know how to quit you, i can't.

i miss you, i wanna hear something form you.
i wish a upon the star.
i could have you someday by myside.
i hope i would meet you one day.
i miss you. missing you very much.

i know you won't know how deep i feeling for you.
i'm not dare enough for tell you.
and may be you won't belive that i say.
but i don't know. i'm really be like that.
i try many times to do everything for forget you.
but when i'm alone again i always still missing you somehow.
and event if i'm with friends.
i still missing you likes today.
during i'm writing this post.

i pray every night for you and for me too.
may be he will give a chance for us to meet each other again.
and wish you will send me a msg someday.
from the last that you sent msg to me.
that was my battery.
until now my battery is loose as i loose you.
it's nothing for me.
it's a empty day and empty night without i miss you.
event if you won't miss me back.
i still missing you without proviso.
miss you miss you miss you now, always and forever, zhihua